Feeling better today, the venting on here helped.
Yeah.. it helps to vent on here. I know nobody reads it, but just stating out loud so to speak, it helps a lot. I think I will recommend this to Jo. May help her some too. Thanks for the idea KBW..
Yeah.. I feel ashamed for cutting myself last night. I just had so much anger in me.
So after I did this last night, I told mom I needed to go outside to cool off, I was so hot.. So took my cigarettes and booze with me, and threw my witch shorts on, and sat in the rocker. I drank about my whole stubby bottle of Kraken, smoked a cig, and relaxed. Cried a bit.. then came back in the house. I decided the only other thing I could do to relax was take a bath and read. That helped a lot getting my mind off shit. Sure wish I could smoke with "permission," so to speak. I go hide out when i do it. sad.
Anyway.. wanted to pop in and say yes I put some bb cream on my cuts, so that they don't show up too bright, also put some tea tree oil on them. Hope they don't get infected.
Yeah, today is a better day.
Gyp
Yeah.. I feel ashamed for cutting myself last night. I just had so much anger in me.
So after I did this last night, I told mom I needed to go outside to cool off, I was so hot.. So took my cigarettes and booze with me, and threw my witch shorts on, and sat in the rocker. I drank about my whole stubby bottle of Kraken, smoked a cig, and relaxed. Cried a bit.. then came back in the house. I decided the only other thing I could do to relax was take a bath and read. That helped a lot getting my mind off shit. Sure wish I could smoke with "permission," so to speak. I go hide out when i do it. sad.
Anyway.. wanted to pop in and say yes I put some bb cream on my cuts, so that they don't show up too bright, also put some tea tree oil on them. Hope they don't get infected.
Yeah, today is a better day.
Gyp
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